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Sunday, September 26, 2010

4:59 PM

Feeling happy that you are progressing fine
Feeling sad because your health isn't getting any better
Feeling relieved that you have moved on
Feeling sad because I'm still no where near you

1 more month till end of O level
Half a year more before we officially start our training
More hardship is coming our way
I've already prepared to shed tears for the 2 years ahead
But why am I crying now?

Because I'm afraid

I'll pray for you. Really I will.

&the beauty.

9:40 AM

SERIOUSLY!!! JUST TRUST ME!!! THOUGH THE ROAD AHEAD LOOKS A BIT MISTY, A BIT UNCLEAR AND FULL OF DANGER, PLEASE DON'T WORRY. BECAUSE I'M NOT ALONE. JUST LET ME WALK THE PATH THAT I HAVE CHOSE, AND LET FATE DECIDE FOR ME THE ROAD AHEAD. I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE. TO ME, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL STILL BE SILLY, BLUR SOTONG SHIHUI WHO HAS NEVER BEEN IN RELATIONSHIP OR ANYTHING!!! I'LL STILL BE ME!!! NOTHING IS IMPORTANT NOW, THE ONLY IMPORTANT THING IS: WHATEVER GOAL I MAY HAVE SET FOR MYSELF, I'LL MAKE SURE I FULFIL IT. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS, THAT'S HAS BEEN THE MOTTO I'VE BEEN LIVING BY. SINGING AND DANCING HAS BEEN MY PASSION FOR SO LONG, YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO JUST ABANDON MY DREAM BECAUSE THE OBSTACLES LOOK LIKE IT WILL ROB ME OF MY INNOCENCE. I HAVE MY MORALS TOO, SO PLEASE, JUST GIVE ME YOUR TRUST FOR ONCE. I WILL MAKE SURE I MAKE IT TO THE TOP AND MAKE YOU GIRLS PROUD THAT YOU HAVE LET ME GO.

&the beauty.

8:00 PM

Pray that you will be okay. Pray that you will get well soon. All I can do for you is pray and pray and pray. It hurts my heart to see you sick, to see you ill, yet putting on a strong front just so that I won't worry. Hang on there, don't fall, I will always be behind you. I will pray for you, and wish that you will recover soon. I promise not to cry, as I know that my crying won't help a single thing. Please, just hang on......

&the beauty.

9:09 PM

原来我在家中，连一只小狗都不如。好想离开，我讨厌这个只是名义上的家，因为他只不过是个屋顶，根本没有爱。它什么都没有。

&the beauty.

10:12 PM

Thanks, for letting me have a nice friend like you once. I've moved on, thanks to the help from my dear, and others around me. I'll always treat you like a good friend from now on, don't worry. More than anything, I don't wish to lose a friend.

5 more months left, I have no more time left. 10 000 hours, yet I'm still far from clocking that amount of hours. I'm trying my best now, so dear ah, just hang on a bit more. ILOVEYOU.

5 months, before we officially start on the new phrase of our life. Are we ready? I really don't know. All I know is, I'm giving it my 200%. And I'm sure not just me, but all 4 of us will.

&the beauty.

10:14 PM

当你以为一切都已经过去时, 却在这时顿然发现, 原来你一直认为是你身边最亲的人, 既然到最后变成了你的情敌时, 那种爱莫能助的心情, 我想, 应该很难理解吧. 原本以为, 是我多心了. 但是渐渐的, 我发现, 你已经渐渐动了情了. 我知道, 以我现在的立场来说, 我是没有权利去反对的. 所以现在, 我唯一能做的是, 祝福你们两位, 一定要幸福快乐哦!

给: 巧克力

当你觉得茫然, 无助是, 请你一定要记得,我会在这里陪伴着你, 陪你一起走处这些风风雨雨. 你的努力, 大家都看得到, 也感受的到, 但当你在路途上迷失了自己, 而接下来的路, 若显得特别啊遥远, 别担心, 我会一直陪你走下去的. 就算最后我们两人都偏体鳞伤, 一切都会是值得的. 应为只段路途, 是我们一起完成的.

在每一份成就的背后, 都有许多的汗水, 许多的眼泪, 许多的伤痕. 但是到最后, 当你看到自己的成就是, 一切便就值得了, 巧克力, 在坚持多一下下, 我已经在努力了. 再给我一点儿时间, 我很快就要到了. 到时, 我就能陪你一起分担你的负担了.

我爱你...........

&the beauty.

9:26 PM

For you, I learn to change myself. I tried to become the angel you would want me to be, tried my best to be the best angel you have ever seen. Yet I know that no matter how hard I try, under those pure white wings, the same old me is still there. I tried to drown my sorrows in bottles of wine, tried to think of how the sky seem so wide, but the same old truth is still there. I know that no matter how hard I try, you will never fall for me.

All I wished for was to hold your hands, to hear you talk about the many fun and sad stuff that has happen to you. I don't need you to hear my sorrows, nor do I need you to spend your precious hours with me all the time. I just want to hold your hands, to hold your hands, to hold your hands..... How many chances will one get, to just hold another person's hand. During that time, I would wish that time would stop, so that I would still be able to hold your hands......

All I can do now, is to look out for the next falling star, and pray for your safety, for your good health. Although I may have done it millions of time, I know that all my actions will never seem significant to you. But all I want to do is just to wish that you are happy. That way, I will be happy too.

No matter how hard I try, how hard I change myself, nothing will ever work. Although I know that holding on isn't the best option, it's the only option I have left. The many many stuff I want to say to you, I can never do it without leading to a snowball of consequences. So just leave me to stay by your side, to just be your guardian angel. The tears I might shed, I would do it in the dark. Because no matter how hard I cry, I will never hold a place in you heart.

Sorry. I love you......

&the beauty.

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