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Thursday, June 3, 2010

9:26 PM

For you, I learn to change myself. I tried to become the angel you would want me to be, tried my best to be the best angel you have ever seen. Yet I know that no matter how hard I try, under those pure white wings, the same old me is still there. I tried to drown my sorrows in bottles of wine, tried to think of how the sky seem so wide, but the same old truth is still there. I know that no matter how hard I try, you will never fall for me.

All I wished for was to hold your hands, to hear you talk about the many fun and sad stuff that has happen to you. I don't need you to hear my sorrows, nor do I need you to spend your precious hours with me all the time. I just want to hold your hands, to hold your hands, to hold your hands..... How many chances will one get, to just hold another person's hand. During that time, I would wish that time would stop, so that I would still be able to hold your hands......

All I can do now, is to look out for the next falling star, and pray for your safety, for your good health. Although I may have done it millions of time, I know that all my actions will never seem significant to you. But all I want to do is just to wish that you are happy. That way, I will be happy too.

No matter how hard I try, how hard I change myself, nothing will ever work. Although I know that holding on isn't the best option, it's the only option I have left. The many many stuff I want to say to you, I can never do it without leading to a snowball of consequences. So just leave me to stay by your side, to just be your guardian angel. The tears I might shed, I would do it in the dark. Because no matter how hard I cry, I will never hold a place in you heart.

Sorry. I love you......

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Shi Hui
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